Grit and Grace

Addicted to Intensity? Here's how to stop letting it run your life. Ever notice how things can be good… and then your brain is like, “Cool cool cool—let’s ruin it”? 🙃In this episode, Pam and Erin get hilariously honest about the sneaky ways a dysregulated nervous system can become addicted to intensity—creating drama, urgency, and “problems” where none exist… even when our wise adult knows better. We unpack why calm can feel unsafe, why your body might confuse chaos with chemistry, and how to stop letting your old wiring drive the bus (without shaming yourself into a cortisol spiral). What nervous system dysregulation actually feels like (urgent, catastrophic, convincing) The “drama queen” twist: not stirring someone else’s pot… stirring your own How past intensity (relationships, workplace stress, chronic hypervigilance) can rewire your system Why we confuse intensity = depth = love (and how media trained us to do it) The neuroscience: when the limbic system fires, your prefrontal cortex goes offline “Humans prefer predictable pain over unfamiliar peace” (yep… that part) Why you need a safe person to “borrow” a prefrontal cortex when you’re activated The cost of intensity addiction: sabotaging good relationships, burnout, bad sleep, bad decisions The truth bomb: “Of course and no wonder” is healing… and you’re still responsible to repair Calm is a learned state (and you need reps to expand your capacity for safety) Take a break until your wise adult re-enters the building Longer exhales, slow movement, orienting, nature, feet on the floor, hand on heart Delay big conversations or decisions until you’re regulated Find a mantra that’s true enough to land in your body (not empty affirmation fluff) “Tell on yourself” without blaming: “My nervous system got activated—give me a minute.” “My system tried to prevent a future fall by creating a present problem.” “Calm feels like withdrawal when you’ve lived in chaos.” “Healing isn’t the absence of intensity—it’s holding intensity without letting it drive the bus.” “Peace doesn’t mean I disappear. It means I arrive.” 🔥 Where does calm feel unfamiliar in your life? What do you tend to question the moment things go well—loyalty, interest, worthiness? What happens if you don’t act on the intensity for 24 hours? What “high-level significance” are you trying to get through urgency, anger, or drama? Share it with the friend who spirals after a country song (no judgment, Erin 😅), or the one who confuses butterflies with nervous system activation. And if you want to practice this work in real time with amazing humans… 📍 May 21–24 | Spring Lake Ranch | 100 Mile House, BCHorseback riding, yoga, breathwork, campfires, two-stepping, laughter, and a program built to help you reawaken—without having to white-knuckle your way through life. pamrader.com/gritandgrace Next episode: the Cowboys ride in with Western wisdom + hilarious stories you don’t want to miss. 🤠🔥